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September 10, 2004

(... i don't understand no more... just confused, messed up, no more... if it applys to you... ask about it if it concerns you... it if don't... well... i guess there's nothin to ask about then now is there? ...)

I dont know no more...

i dont understand no more
nothin makes no sence no more
can't come out and play no more?
why not just tell me before?
i don't know whats at the core
everythin's from a different shore
not that i don't care no more
but all this stuff, it starts to bore
time for new, time to explore
find all things i did ignore
not that you're not right no more
just that things aint like before
you wanna push back through my door?
try to make things like before?
time is passed, not there no more
i don't think i care no more
not that it matters anymore
everything that was before
died somewhere on a distant shore
memories are all but lore
fairy tails don't try for more
when i hurt i felt the roar
pain, insane, it tried to boar
right through my chest, my heart, it's core
and then it died, aint there no more
rely on nothing that is not your
self controlled by no one more
can't remember anymore
what it was i did adore
i guess it's over, like before
when nothing lasted anymore
and when you waited by the shore
i should have walked by and ignore
the you i saw that i adore
or at least did, but not no more
the hurt destroyed my inner core
and if it matters anymore
to anyone but me no more
then come walk back through my door
and ring my bell, and try once more
maybe then when you explore
you'll feel rejection tossed through the door
not that it matters anymore
i know you don't care like before
and why i continue for more
i don't know, i am a whore
always asking hurt for more
rejected, branded, what's my score
it just don't matter anymore
i failed, i lost, i won! highscore
but that don't matter anymore
it's all reset, pain at my core
lookin passed the old shore
i guess it don't matter no more
i guess you can't come play no more
i guess i shouldn't try no more
but you should have let me know before...